Everything I once knew, now has changed. Nothing is the same, not even me. I was in a fog for the last few days. My bed with a glass of wine on the side was all I wanted. Scrolling and thinking, scrolling and comparing, scrolling and learning and scrolling while feeling defeated. Unproductive days for days. I felt it and I looked it. Have I hit the sunken place? It didn’t feel like a place where I belonged. In my reality, I didn’t belong there either. I am Lost. I couldn’t understand my roadblocks and why I was forced to take the path I have taken. Something that was so temporary on my mind has started to take over my life. Why? I was curious and after careful thought, I realized I was feeding it. I was allowing everything that was happening to me. I had to just do it, Just get up. Put my shoes on and run. I forced myself to get up and be productive because I came so far. I wasn’t the same. I couldn’t keep doing the same stuff and expecting my life to change. That would be insane. Just like focusing on anything else but myself. Putting the same energy into yourself as you do the job that you get paid for and the family that you take care of. Well probably more because you can’t grow if you don’t take care of yourself. So I sat down and made a plan. A plan for better. The morning will be a new day, a new start to a new routine.